Interview with kotlomoy

[Alina]

- But this the thing that can't be "decided" by you, can it? The matter is about your own behaviour

Hmm, can't remember any concrete bad decision, except those which I don't want to talk about

....and with this answer you just make me ask over and over and go into full details...so, there are things you don't want to talk about- at least could you give a hint, what they concernrivate life, friendship, other relations..? I'm afraid, i won't stop asking,'cause the more you answer enigmatically, the more you tempt me

I don't get what is "bad luck" and why you call me a "toy" Indeed, I do not share all my emotions. Only positive ones. Sometimes. :P
And yes, your attention is very pleasant

I beg your pardon, Kotty, it was a typing mistake-i told you once,that the letters on my keyboard are all gone,so, when typing fast,u sometimes press wrong buttons!so, instead of "you" i typed "toy"
And- the pleasure is mine, Shurken!
I must say, i like to make discoveries and now for me you are an "undiscovered land", terra incognita- a person with a fountain of emotions, big fantasy and unbelievable imagination, with passions and sometimes sharpness; very often you let your thoughts and emotions flow fast, and sometimes abruptly cut...- yet you are extremely reserved, with great sense of humour and broad-minded.
This is my another conclusion and i am sure that you will approve of it
But still you seem to be undiscovered, u dunno why this feeling keeps on chasing me...

Of course I have dreams.
Once I saw "transparent" dream - I totally realized that I sleep but continued my dream. Then I was able do interesting thing, a.e. I decided to fly instead of walking. Though I had to shift significant effort to fly forward and especially up.
What interesting else...
Once I experienced something weird - hard to describe exactly. I can compare with fall in hyperspace. Feelings were so intense so I was literally knocked out from sleep.
Once I died in my dream. Feelings were also very intense and I was knocked out like in previous case. May be same feelings suffer human in sudden death in reality too.

-The same has happened to me, sometimes in my dreams i knew that i was sleeping; sometimes i was so "really" feeling and sensing the dream, that i once woke up crying, with tears running down my face- other time- with my heart beating extremely fast...maybe this happens to sensitive people?
As for the case about your father...Well, Kotty, this happens to very many people, and, i'm afraid, in all cases it works out just like it did with you...
Some psychologists insist that dreams are the work of our subconsciousness; for example- we thing over something and see it in our dreams. Does seem to be true? I would disagree in some cases, case very often people also see the future... Your opinion?

Thank you for full answers! I am about to call you also "Mister X", or "Duncan", even persona incognita)))) Every answer tells more about your inner world, though, you are still mysterious. So, i go on asking, on a dare...